I did not realize that it has been a long time i had put these off..
since when our relationship level down,
become common friend?

May be since the time we meet
our status maintaining common friend until today.

Once, I have some feeling with you...
and my diary full with your character..
I usually mentioned you..

hah,
I know you have a heart with other,
somebody who never loves you,
but you refuse to give up,
you choose to stay and continue your spirit.
I am envy..
for once..

I don't have idea,
since when I have support you
to keep loving that girl
but that's the way I choose
to be your best friend
and soulmate..
you treat me like a friend
so does me.

May be I am too strong,
and refuse to accept any pity from anyone.
Consequently, I have been abort.
No ones put a little bit attention on me,
I felt abondone...

Yes That,
but I not longer a child.
I 've 18 .
I can face with these stuff,
annoying feeling.

Ya, I am strong